the sound of the waves.....
so soothing and calm.....
the gentle movements...so peaceful....
happy laughter drifts from the shore....
children, beaming with smiles.....
but somehow, loneliness crept into my soul as i stare at the horizon....
the emptiness of the sea felt so real...
the loneliness so strong, that i felt numb.....
empty....
hearing laughter, i felt nothing...
seeing everyone else having fun, i felt nothing.....
the emptiness gave me a lot to think of......
the loneliness opened my eyes.....
i am weak.....
i am nothing without her.....
like the footprint vanishing at the shore....
washed away by the waves....
not even leaving a trace behind....
i am insignificant......a nothing.....
yes, i am alone....
but i am not.
never truly alone......
i embraced my loneliness.....
then it became my strength..
for i know, she would always be there...
the warmness came back to my heart.....
and a small smile escaped my lips....
thank you....for the loneliness....
baby,
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im doing my best to be patient for us.....sorry if sometimes my best isn't good enough....
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