sleepless night

i dont know what else to do....everything i do would hurt you...your trust in me is no longer there i suppose....perhaps, all of the things that happens was because of me...but the one who took the blame was you... believe me when i say, my love for you has never change.... if you think that i am ignoring you, forgive me... if i can no longer comfort you with the things i do, or the things i said, im truly sorry... and to thought that things would be easier if i changed.....i was a fool.... if this is His way of testing me, so be it.... i trust that my love for you overcome these challenges.... i will not curse Him for testing me, i thank Him... please love, never doubt me.... the things i said are honest and true... i love you, and only you.... you said that you dont think that you can endure this no longer, i was heart broken.... i felt like you're giving up on our love.... i will never give you up.....you're the only thing worth fighting for.....

i love you, always...