useless

have you ever feel, that when something happens, something bad, and you have no control over it....
no control whatsoever?
have you ever missed that one chance to make things right? but hell, wish all you want, but that chance would never return....
have you ever make one small mistake, a mistake that escalates into something of catastrophical  proportions?
have you tried to fix something, but instead, you make things worse?

useless...
you'll feel so useless...because there's nothing you can do about it...
as you watch the things that is most important to you, the ones who you loved most,suffer for your uselessness.....
when you become the source of their pain....
how ironic....
the one you swore to protect, ends up being hurt by your hands.....
so damn useless.....


i am useless.