Sunday, July 1, 2012

dedication to fake iv

love isn't easy.....things would get rough from time to time......
things might look like they are falling apart.....but you just have to brave it through....
the reward? your bond wold be stronger..... your love, deeper....
hell, my Fake and i have been through a lot of fights..... (well, most of them my fault :| )
and was really greatfull that Fake would still love an  idiot like me....
all the sacrifices she made....the pain she felt.....the things she had to put up with...
i know quite well that i am a real hand full and i know it is very tiring to keep me happy...
all i needed to do is show her that her effort is appreciated....
damn, i really sucked at showing appreciation......
all i could do is say thanx....sometimes, randomly i would say thanx, for no apparent reason...
maybe thats not enough....she needs to be appreciated, properly.
this is one of my flaws that i am yet to fix....
so, this dedication is dedicated to show my appreciation.

love,

before its too late, i would like to thank you for everything you've done so far....
thanx  for the laughs....for all the smiles that made my day.....
thanx for taking care of me....in my sickness and in health....
thanx for the support you have given me.....
thanx for trying to change me..making me a better man... (i know its hard, sorry for that.)
thanx for the late nights, keeping me company...
thanx for just being there, at times when i needed you most.....
thanx for all those things you did, even when you hated doing it.....
thanx for the tears....am i worth your tears?
thanx for the fights...we grew strong after each one....
thanx for being mad at me.....i learned that i need to grow up....
thanx for being you.....


i  could write on forever, to appreciate all those things you did for me.....
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thanx syg, for loving me......




4 comments:

  1. sorry for demanding your appreciation.
    i just want to be loved dearly.
    i just want you to grow strong and enough with the tears and sadness. cheer up yourself. and follow the flow though it is hard sometimes.

    in love, it's either u feel happy or u wasting ur time with fights and tears.

    so, let's stop the fights. :)))

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    1. i do love you dearly.....more than you know...i just dont know how to show it.....most of the things i tried doing turned out to be the wrong decision or even misunderstood.

      sorry to try your patience all this time.....

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    2. no no...ur patience is the best thing that makes me proud of u baby..never i thought u would change to be a very strong man like this. :)

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    3. thank you sayang.....for staying by my side....

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