pum pum.

well, guess what.....i made a new friend tonight.
i called him pum pum. he's a very good listener. too bad he can't talk. owh, and he's a pumpkin head. :|

i got soo bored, that i came to the level of talking to in animate objects. i wanted Fake to keep me company, to be close to me. But too much has happened that it made being close to Fake and spending time with her seem impossible. I've gone a long way form the old me. true, i still get moody sometimes. But i can bounce back twice as fast as i used to. Fake had been in a lot of pressure lately, so this change of mine is really important. I will take the responsibility of keeping Fake happy with her life.

i was lonely, its fine :)
i got no one to talk to, its fine :)
i made friends with a pumpkin head so i could keep myself company, its fine :)

everything is fine now... im not easily hurt anymore....
this is a new me, more matured then ever. and my mission is to ensure Fake's happiness :)


so when you read this, Fake, please know that im fine.... i can take care of myself. :)

lots of love :)



i'm out. got tonnes of work to do.
PEACE!