stright from the heart

orite, sbb gf ak ckp ak lg macho kalu write lam bm, so, ak pown ber-bm lah~

ok, arini ak nk ckp cikit sal hal personal....
yeah, ak tw patutnyer ak sambung sal p.r.a.s.a.n cm yg di mention kt entry sblom ny,
tp tu bile2 leh cite....mende yg xkn berenti, senang je nk petik blek....:)

hal personal....
ak da janji xnk jadikan blog ny sbagai sounding board, tp skali skale tu, just xleh nk ckp....
solution? menaip laa....
*sayang, jgn pk org xcite kt syg ke pe....when the time comes, org cite laa....n pe yg org bakal ckp ny syg pown da tw...

ok agak sad la kn, this is the last week ak de laptop, pasny, bubye sume~
x gerak la blog ny jawabnyer....
fb pown da mati da....
*bnyak sgt mslh timbul dr fb, so, nk delate la account tu....tp still in consideration...
hidup pasny just normal je la.....
lyn my Fake, tido....tu je.....
maklum laa...org xde laptop...
hehehehehe....

kene ungkit gak....:)
so, ak still tunggu lg updates kt blog Fake, rase cam lame da dye x update....
nk jugak bace isu2 semase kt blog tu....hehehehehhehe
*ok ini perli :) sorry~

kalu de org perasan la kn, da agak menyimpang dari tajuk sebenar da ny...
heh, tw nk ckp sal something personal,tp to be honest,da lupe nk ckp sal pe :|
so masuk lam kategori pembaziran mase la entry ny....
hmmmmm....

next time ak post something yg ilmiah....
k?

till next time....

ja nee~

maknusia~

orite, ni first time ak post lam bm. so, like....WOW
sometimes ak x phm la spesis homosapien zaman skarang ny...
haihhhhhh....*mengeluh panjag*
heh, prnah dgr terma 'wt malu kaum je...'?
kompem penah kn.....so ak nk intro satu terma bru...

'WT MALU SPESIS JE'

huh!

org wt slh, nk banned ke, nk kondem ke, fine laa...
mmg amalan la kn, tegur menegur mane yg slh...
kire bagus la tu....amalan terpuji....
tp yg nk carik pujian telebay ny nape??

kalu org tu x wt pe2, jgn la nk kondem n ckp blakang sume....
mmg xleh tgok org happy ea?
mmg nk sume org jadik miserable cam diri anda??
come on laa....

'be happy for others, then, you'll be happy'...pnah dgr x?
tipu la kalu pnah kn...ak bru je cipte mende tu...hehehe

maknusia~ maknusia~.....


ok itu satu....
yg kedua!

korang pilih someone jadik leader sbb korang xnk responsibility tu,
mmg da jadik norma, a leader is choosen not because of their leadership...
pastu, time diorang nk LEAD, korang xnk FOLLOW plak?

like, whhhhhtttt????

xphm tol la....
kalu x follow saje, xpe.....
ny nk bangkang sekeras-keras kepalanya knape?
siap cakap leaders ny lak yg keras kepale...

xtw la selfish ny nurture ka nature....

next time, ce try lak jadik leaders....tgok roda tu pusing camne...
hopefully x kene lenyek laa....hehehehe
*evil smile*

yang ketiga~

p.e.r.a.s.a.n
bukan perasaan (feelings), tapi PERASAN...
banyak kategori de bende ny......


tp ak mls eleborate da...
sambung len kali.....mataku sudah layu~ huhuhuh


 i'm mulot longkang, so wht?
peace yo!

tomorrow never comes

You wake up with the radio on
and I've got you babe is the same old song
so you walk outside to greet the world
but it all goes up flames
and then you try to break the girl
it's the same mistake over and over again

Say goodbye to one more day
and another chance for you to change
spinnin' circles 'round the sun
But tomorrow never comes
tomorrow never comes

Back in the same day once again
No consequences in a life without an end
so you take the money and watch it burn
as it all goes up in flames
Until you realize what you got to learn
you'll make the same mistake over and over again

say goodbye to one more day
and another chance for you to change
spinnin' circles' round the sun
but tomorrow never comes
tomorrow never comes

Say goodbye to one more day
and another chance for you to change
until you see what you become
keep spinnin' circles 'round the sun
until you finally love someone
tomorrow never comes
tomorrow never comes
tomorrow never comes
tomorrow never comes

my heroine

The hurt begin to peak
A smile of pain arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breathe starts to shorten
And heartbeats feel softer
You will try to save me!
You just want to love me!
But im still desperate!

You thaught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can’t forget, the times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
Your my heroin....

You won’t leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone!
You taunt my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can’t forget, the times I was lost an depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
Your my heroin!

I bet you laugh,
at the thought of me thinking for myself.
I beg you believe,
that I’m better off with you than someone else.

Your face arrives again,
all hope I had becomes so real.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there mores anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I’ll break you my habit!

You thaught my heart,
a sense I never knew I had.
I can’t forget,
the times when I was lost and depressed form the awful truth
How do you do it?
Your my heroin!
I will save myself!


i dont deserve you...you forgiven me everytime i've done you wrong....everytime that i hurt you...everytime that i disappoint you....i've used up all of my sorry...they won't mean anything to you anymore....all i ever did was hurt you...never was i there to support you when you needed me most....too many of your tears had been shed because of me...i never learned from my mistakes but yet, you still forgave me for the same mistakes that ive done....i dont deserve you...every time im down, your there to pick me up...ive never returned that favour...im never there when i am needed....and as my tears flow, i realized how useless i have been....how unfair i have treated you...testing your love, your patience....over and over again...

im sorry...i dont deserve you...i dont deserve your patience...i dont deserve your forgiveness...i dont even deserve your love...

la la la~

my new fav. song...<3