A smile of pain arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breathe starts to shorten
And heartbeats feel softer
You will try to save me!
You just want to love me!
But im still desperate!
You thaught my heart, a sense I never knew I had.
I can’t forget, the times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
Your my heroin....
You won’t leave me alone!
Chisel my heart out of stone!
You taunt my heart, a sense I never knew I had
I can’t forget, the times I was lost an depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
Your my heroin!
I bet you laugh,
at the thought of me thinking for myself.
I beg you believe,
that I’m better off with you than someone else.
Your face arrives again,
all hope I had becomes so real.
But under your covers more torture than pleasure
And just past your lips there mores anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on, I’ll break you my habit!
You thaught my heart,
a sense I never knew I had.
I can’t forget,
the times when I was lost and depressed form the awful truth
How do you do it?
Your my heroin!
I will save myself!
i dont deserve you...you forgiven me everytime i've done you wrong....everytime that i hurt you...everytime that i disappoint you....i've used up all of my sorry...they won't mean anything to you anymore....all i ever did was hurt you...never was i there to support you when you needed me most....too many of your tears had been shed because of me...i never learned from my mistakes but yet, you still forgave me for the same mistakes that ive done....i dont deserve you...every time im down, your there to pick me up...ive never returned that favour...im never there when i am needed....and as my tears flow, i realized how useless i have been....how unfair i have treated you...testing your love, your patience....over and over again...
im sorry...i dont deserve you...i dont deserve your patience...i dont deserve your forgiveness...i dont even deserve your love...
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