my dilemma

i HATE humans!

they are so....urghhhh...
i get so irritated by them...in normal circumstances, i am a very tolerable person... i have a pretty high level of patience..but when it comes to those human beings, especially in large numbers, i get so freakin' irritated!
there's no explanation, it just is...i'm really uncomfortable when put into a situation where the whole place is jammed packed with those creatures...usually i avoid those situations by hanging back, staying solitary.... but sometimes it doesn't work. i hate the noise. and the atmosphere. these things are the reason i get so freaking annoyed around a group of humans. humans are somewhat a relentless creatures. they would never be different if they don't wish it.

humans have the need for company. is written in their genetics. they are creatures that can't thrive on their own. they need support, they need followers, they need MORE humans. thus, creates the atmosphere of too many humans, irritating the hell out of me. somehow, im a bit different from those humans. i can be by my self. i prefer solitude. i don't know either it is a defect in my genetic that contributes to the personality or just a god given thing. all i can do is accept the fact that im a bit different for all the masses of human beings who surround themselves with more humans.

i've accepted it and moved on..

am i a writer?

so, yeah....i'm in the process of writing a book. It started out as a crazy idea during the holidays. So far, i've already reached.....wait for it.....the 2nd page.....

So what?! I'm not a professional writer! I'm not ashamed to admit that im a complete amateur. I dont even know what im doing! what do you expect? The idea came when i was reading a really good novel by my favorite author, Derek Landy. He's the one who wrote the badass Skuldugerry Pleasent series. More about that later.

So there i was, reading a very good book, and watching a 1987 zombie movie. Then, a thought crossed my mind. Why don't i try and write a zombie novel? What could go wrong? All you have to do is write, right? So the novel started. and now, i'm finding less and less time to continue my novel because my hours are jammed packed with studies and what not. (truth be told, i mostly spend my days sleeping more than studying)

then a thought crossed my mind.....
if i have the time to write my blog, might as well resume my novel.... :|

humans...huh.

Humans are an annoyance to the world. They are ungrateful, irresponsible, imbecilic, creatures that are eluded by their own pride. These so called perfect creature are nothing more than a speck of dust in a wider scale. They think they are the center of the universe, the key of the existence of every little thing in the cosmos. Pitiful creatures actually. They believe that without them, the world would mean nothing. They believe their own lie. The perfect creatures? I beg to differ. Best creatures ever created, acceptable, but to lift it to the point of perfection, that's just human nature. Its like pride was wired directly into the genetic code of all humans alike. Proud beings, too proud until they forget their roots. And to make things worse, humans have no trust for each other. They betray their own kin whenever they like. These humans would be the end for all of us. The so called perfect creations...they will be the destroyers of this world.

elvis~

Love me tender,
Love me sweet,
Never let me go.
You have made my life complete,
And I love you so.

Love me tender,
Love me true,
All my dreams fulfilled.
For my darlin I love you,
And I always will.

Love me tender,
Love me long,
Take me to your heart.
For it's there that I belong,
And well never part.

Love me tender,
Love me dear,
Tell me you are mine.
Ill be yours through all the years,
Till the end of time.

(when at last my dreams come true
Darling this I know
Happiness will follow you
Everywhere you go).

happy birthday

hey everyone :) my birthday is just around the corner and here's a few words of wisdom....

Here is a time where childhood is a thing in the past. Where responsibilities hung around your neck like a noose, slowly, tightening around your throat. Suffocating the life out of you. Where naive ideas are shot down without a single explanation. Bam, bam, bam. You crash and burn. Where you are kicked around when you are already down and bleeding. Mercy is only a word. Sympathy is only a concept. A place where lies and deceit are the currency and truth are a myth. Lies are explained by more lies. Conflicts are a norm and peaceful resolution is only an idea. Where two face is a must have skill. Never show who you really are. It would only be your downfall. People would be lining up to have a chance to stab your back, and see who succeeds in bringing you down on your knees. People would give u a hand only to let you down again. This vicious cycle would turn and turn again, never stopping. Trust no one. That's how you survive. That's the only objective of this game, to simply survive. Strive each day to stand on your own two feet, for there is no one to depend on. Everyone is your enemy.

well, guess what....

WELCOME TO THE ADULT LIFE