my dilemma

i HATE humans!

they are so....urghhhh...
i get so irritated by them...in normal circumstances, i am a very tolerable person... i have a pretty high level of patience..but when it comes to those human beings, especially in large numbers, i get so freakin' irritated!
there's no explanation, it just is...i'm really uncomfortable when put into a situation where the whole place is jammed packed with those creatures...usually i avoid those situations by hanging back, staying solitary.... but sometimes it doesn't work. i hate the noise. and the atmosphere. these things are the reason i get so freaking annoyed around a group of humans. humans are somewhat a relentless creatures. they would never be different if they don't wish it.

humans have the need for company. is written in their genetics. they are creatures that can't thrive on their own. they need support, they need followers, they need MORE humans. thus, creates the atmosphere of too many humans, irritating the hell out of me. somehow, im a bit different from those humans. i can be by my self. i prefer solitude. i don't know either it is a defect in my genetic that contributes to the personality or just a god given thing. all i can do is accept the fact that im a bit different for all the masses of human beings who surround themselves with more humans.

i've accepted it and moved on..