A long lost dream...

I think I've mentioned it before...
I really love to read novels...
And with that love, comes a determintion....
I would very much like to make my own novel....

Here I am.....years after that dream etched inself into my brain...
And what do I have to show for it?
Nothing.....
Absolutely nothing.....
Its not like I didn't try, mind you..
I did.... I honestly did....
But somehow, I failed at every attempt....
I had made my dream smaller by trying to make a short story....
Still..... I failed....
I tried to change the ganre or the story and yet....I still failed....

I'm not really sure that this dream would become a reality...
But for me to give up?
Hell no! I'm gonna do this thing.... even if takes me a whole lifetime...
I am gonna publish a book!

That's my new years resolution!