here i am, setting a meeting with a foreigner for the English Week, which for some unknown reason i volunteered to be spearheading, (hold your applause, this isn't something to be proud of)
being all official and shit...even i wouldn't believe that im actually doing this...
(p/s: im fucked)
2 years ago, i was just a nobody. a useless screw up. a kid without responsibilities.
now, hell.. im still a useless screw up but this time, i got people who are depending on me..
needles to say, this screw up just got a lot more heat on his ass...
to top that off, im barely hanging on a thread just as it is...
the stress would soon be unbearable but hey, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...
but in not really sure that this wont kill me :|
coping with all this stuff without a reliable outlet my prove fatal, but im doing it anyway...
defiant to the end..hehe.
i guess with my emotional state right now, i can't really write a long post..but at least i am writing..
ja nee~
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