the story of the girl i love.

   she wakes up every morning, the feeling of an ominous cloud hanging above her head. she knows quite well the sorrow that follows her around like a shadow. no escape. but yet, she still smiles for she knows that her sunshine would chase the dark clouds away, no matter how hard it may be, she knows that the warmth of the sunshine is always hers. hers and hers alone. and with every passing moment, her sunshine would slowly but surely shine through the darkness that resides in her heart. by midday, when her sun is at its brightest, she would feel like there's nothing that could hurt her. for the first time in her day, she is truly happy. feeling the warmth of her sun. but sometimes, the sun doesn't shine. the darkness would reign again. the coldness would crept into her heart, making it as cold as ice. but she would never waver. she would still hope her sun would shine. every single day. laughter, smiles, sorrow...all mixed and never missing from her day. with her head held high, she goes through it all without a single regret in her heart. the people around her would hurt her again and again, but she stayed strong. her heart is strong. day by day, betrayal by betrayal. every time she is knocked down, she would rise again, without saying one word. every evening, she would longed for her lover, her sunshine. for she knows she could feel comfort whenever she's with him. she would seek his warmth so she would be warm again after a day of being cold. she would fell asleep listening to his voice, calming her. and every morning, she would have mixed feelings. happy that she felt so calm, but sad because her blissfulness was too short. and her day would start all over again.

that is her routine, that is her life. for now.

she would wish for a perfect life....hoping on her future.
this is her story...where it ends, no one knows...
this.....

is the story of the girl i love