Review?

I just finished watching an anime movie called "Steins;Gate. Fuka Ryōiki no Dejavu" or "Steins;Gate the Movie: Loading Area of Déjà vu"

Keeping it short, its about a man that have developed means of time travel and tries to save the ones who are close to him. I'm gonna look for the anime series to better understand the story line and such.


But in the movie, the male protagonist, Okabe Rintaro had finally felt content that everyone close to him are alive and well. But his ability to feel the different timeline is taking its toll on him and causing him to cease to exist. In the reality timeline, no one would remember him and any records of him is erased completely. Its a complex and elaborate explanation but i'm not going there because that's not what THIS post is about.

I was intrigue at the concept of him vanishing from the face of reality and no one would acknowledge that he ever existed.


Imagine what it would be like..to be forgotten.

Imagine that someone you hold dear to you...but nobody remembers them.

Imagine how would you feel, when even you can't remember...but at the back of your mind, you know you need to remember...

Imagine the torture...of nothingness...

Imagine the despair... the feeling that you couldn't do a damn thing about it...


well, that's enough morbidity for one day...

till we meet again, ja nee~

Anger management issue

What the fuck?
Mmg keje ko nyusahkn org laen ea?
Sial sungguh perangai.
Serious. Aside from perangai PERASAN ko tuh, yg ko nk sibuk hal org laen tu npe?
Huh? Shit.
Ak asyik diam je slame ny. Bodoh tol celaka yg sesaje carik pasal. Pe masalah ko sebenarnye?
Ko sibuk hal orang knpe?
Fuck, ko konon tunjuk imej ko baik la? Padahal mcm sampah je
Value? heh. bleh wt gelak laa... Ko belit la sume ayat org lain.
Ko palit la sume salah kt orang lain.
Bkn stakat annoying, ny da tahap motherfucking annoying siot...
Celaka nyer anak haram.

And you wanna know the sad thing?
The haram jadah ckn tw pown...why?
Sbb ak kene jge ati sume org, kene jadik baik, kene diplomatik.
Screw you.

Sumpah ak benci ko.

Writer's Block

Yup. Writer's Block.
I'm having a hard time starting the friggin story...
I'm really pathetic...

Mornings Blues

Hey hoo...

Well, fuck.
I'm just acting cheerful :p
I'm actually really pissed off right now.
So many things fucking up my day
And to top things off, no one is gonna even try to understand
So fuck all this shit.

More on this later

Everyting i do is a joke

Sometimes, its just so friggin annoying. I will always be me.
I do stupid things for the things I care about.
I won't chnge that about myself.
If you can't friggin accept that, just leave me alone.
Whenever I have a problem, you always seem to hve a bigger problem.
That's enough. I'm done.