Friday, June 22, 2018

Im a human too.

    Recently someone has pulled the ''but you're a teacher'' card on me. Yea. I know. I'm tired of that fucking label. I'm a human too damnit. I'm not a teacher 24/7. I have my personality. And i damn well have my own me time. Why the fuck do i have to be pressed by the label of a teacher. Owh, I'm a teacher, i can't be myself on my own time? Owh, I'm a teacher, i have to be perfect, reflecting the aesthetics of a teacher all the fucking time? I can't curse. I can't have any fun. I have to be a perfect fucking role model every fucking second of my life? I have to bow my head SYMP all the fucking time? Is that it? Is that all i am?

No one's gonna consider the person behind the fucking label? I ain't worth shit if im not a teacher? I don't matter if i ain't a teacher?

Yea sure. I can fake it. I do it at school. Why don't i fucking do it all the time all my life. X susah pon kan. Easy. Cikgu kan. Xkan xboleh buat. We're just robots for the nation kan.

Friday, May 11, 2018

Salutations

Holy shit it's been a while...

Welp hello there anyone who's reading this. My apologies for not writing here in like...a year I guess...

Don't really got time to write stuff more than a few lines. Still...it's nice to write again. School is very stressful. But one good thing happened recently is that my girls hockey team won the district championship. That's cool. Sacrificed loads for that team. To finally get somewhere, it's a really good feeling. Winning something instead of always losing is quite refreshing. Welp... That's all the time i got.

Jaa ne.