Sunday, February 16, 2014

Wut~~

Soooo.... here i am, working on my assignments for this semester....and apparently, blogging.
Just a quick post about one of my principles....

The Time Principle (part 1)

Whatever I am doing, I would gladly put aside if another Priority 1 matter comes up.

Example:
Even if I'm on a deadline for and assignment, I would gladly leave it behind just for a quick meeting with my girlfriend which I haven't seen her in days even when I'm still mad about her picture with regards that i had sacrificed my whole morning trying to get over.

Some would see it as irresponsible, leaving my work for personal reasons, but I see it as my principle. 
 That's all for now...

A Lonely Night



A few nights ago, i was out looking for food. 
Beselah, ade hari2 yg cafe x bukak, kene la kuar gak. kene plak time tu duet cash dlm wallet xde.. so, i went to the bank to withdraw some money. 
Lepas kuar duet tuh, i was just about to leave (naek motor) tetibe de org tahan. 
Dgn muke sday nyer, dye ckp nk pinjam RM 200. 
Bdn dye lbay kurang je sme size, so if worse case scenario, i can definitely take him on. 
Lepas dengar dye ckp nk pinjam duet, dlm hati mmg da choose xnk bg pown, tp rse nk entertain him, i asked the reason why he needed the money. (terasa jahat plak...meh)
Dye pown start la cerita....he needed the money sebab menang peraduan maxis n just need 4 kali topup rm50 bru dpt hadiah wang beberapa ribu ringgit. 
Dye siap ckp, 'kalau abg x caye, abg ikot la sye, lepas dpt duet sye pulang balik kt abg'... 
i tried my hardest no to laugh... (again, terasa jht cikit)
Masih de lg rupenyer spesis camni.... 
So in the end, i just went away, never to see him again....

The moral of my story....first of all, xleh caye mende2 tuh (menang peraduan? please...). Logik laa cikit.
Second, mmg logik dye akn masukkn beribu2 dlm akaun pas siap topup tuh. at night.
Third, nmpk sgt dye mmg xde kawan. terpaksa minx stranger to enter something yg x wujud.
Forth, who in their right mind would had over rm200 to complete stranger?
Fifth, psychologically speaking, lg believable kalau dye smart cikit, tp mke pown da mcm tgh high je... (x baek judge org....)

At the end of it all, i still wonder/worry about the mentality of the Malaysian citizen.

Thursday, February 6, 2014

A change of taste?

I usually prefer fast paced songs with upbeat music.
it fuels me.
when i feeling down and empty, i would put on my rox playlist (some heavy metal, emo, headbanging, etc.)
i helps me to get out of the depression state..
most people say that these metal songs mean nothing, but to me, they really carry meaning if you listen close enough...i won't take any examples as it would be injustice to all the other great songs..
keeping it simple, i had avoided my rebellious stage of my teen years by channeling my teen angst through these songs
so yeah, i really like them songs...

on the rare occasions, I would enjoy a few slow songs and sentimental songs...
you know, about love and them mushy stuff...
only if they were any good, that is...
but lately, i enjoy listening to really sad and powerful songs..
the example of such songs is the the two latest songs that i was hooked to...
one of them is 'Say Something' by Christina Aguilera and feat A Great Big World.
the powerful vocals and heavy meaning were quite suited for me then
the newest song that i was hooked to was 'Human' by Christina Perri.
its about the helplessnes of oneself...
just enjoy the lyrics down below~

ja nee~

Christina Perri - Human



[Verse 1]

I can hold my breath
I can bite my tongue
I can stay awake for days
If that’s what you want
Be your number one

I can fake a smile
I can force a laugh
I can dance and play the part
If that’s what you ask
Give you all I am

I can do it
I can do it
I can do it

[Chorus]

But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
I’m only human, yeah

[Verse 2]

I can turn it on
Be a good machine
I can hold the weight of worlds
If that’s what you need
Be your everything

I can do it
I can do it
I’ll get through it

[Chorus]

But I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
I’m only human, yeah

[Bridge]

I’m only human
I’m only human
Just a little human


I can take so much
Until I’ve had enough

[Chorus]

‘Cause I’m only human
And I bleed when I fall down
I’m only human
And I crash and I break down
Your words in my head, knives in my heart
You build me up and then I fall apart
‘Cause I’m only human, yeah