Saturday, November 17, 2012

the holiday


It’s the holidays again. A long, long rest after the many hours of studies, of learning. Of suffering. The time for family, time to unwind and live the carefree life however brief it may be. A time where the brain finally gets the rest it desperately needed. A time enjoy the weather and be happy.

Unfortunately, I am ill.

Such great timing. As I write this post, my throat is dry and my forehead is warm. My head is spinning and eyes are blurry. Some of my plans have to be postponed. Like going on a road trip, and visiting my Fake. I'm in no condition to travel. I hate my illness schedule. Of all the time in the world, the holidays are the time that it chooses to fall ill. One thing that I am grateful during my illness is that my apatite wasn’t affected. I ate like there’s no tomorrow. And every night I would feel a deep feeling of content in the pit of my stomach. Yeah, I intend to gain a few kilos while I'm still capable.
One of the many things I don’t like about the long holidays is that I can’t meet with my dear fake. Sure, I text her all the time. And we talk every other. But it isn’t the same with actually meeting her. How I missed her so. That is why I planned to visit her in Segamat. But alas, I am unable. Thus, here I am, missing her. Longing for her.

Another thing that I dislike about the holidays is that I would become bored easily. I am thinking of getting a job if I ever get too bored. Maybe even get my driver’s license, who knows.

All in all, I am looking forward for my holiday.
p/s: see u soon my love.